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it is sooo not my week.
i have poison ivy all over my legs.
now i have a cold.
oh joy.
i want to go to the hellogoodby/hanson concert on haloween in houston.
sounds awesome right?
well owl city is haveing a concert same day in houston.
i want to go to both.
if only it was the same concert.
but hellogoodnye is awesomer.
such nerds 8B
yeah.

-WM-

i didn't know the world could be so cold.
i didn't know a human could hurt so much.
why do people hurt the ones we love they much.
I'm heartbroken.
i was cheated on.
it's do fucked up.
i want to rip my heart out and eat it, puke it up and let my cat eat it, then let him puke it up, and eat his puke which is made of my puke.
pretty sick huh?
i don't know what to do.
or say.
it's...she wants me to forgive her, but every time i look at her i think of what she has done.
things will never be the same again.
i want to cry till the tears won't come.
i know i sound like a lonely sad sack, but its the truth.
i speak from my heart.
what do i do?
i feel so guilty, yet I've done nothing wrong.
is it normal?
i don't want to forgive her, but i do.
i can't be with her anymore.
things will just be awkward.
i'm angry and hurt and sad and lonely all at the same time.
just make the pain go away!

prostitution...?

I hate getting sidetracked.
cuz then it's like... you know?
see i went to camp.
and when i came back i didn't feel like doing this whole thing anymore.
the blog i mean.
but it's not just that i didn't feel like it, it's that i got lazy. =(
well, here is what has happened in the past month.
the day before i went to camp, i broke up with my boyfriend.
then i went to camp where i basically worked as a CIT instead of being a camper.
when i got back i got a girlfriend.
and now i'm here.
not much has happened.
i am a very boring person. =/
that has to be fixed.
am i boring?
well i like this song it's all like :
Hello darkness, my old friend,
I've come to talk with you again,
Because a vision softly creeping,
Left its seeds while I was sleeping,
And the vision that was planted in my brain
Still remains
Within the sound of silence.
cool right?
i know. so i stumbled across an amazing word.
serendipitous.
awesome right?
also a poem took me by surprise.

One fine day in the middle of the night,
Two dead boys* got up to fight,
Back to back they faced each other,
Drew their swords and shot each other,
A deaf policeman heard the noise,
And came to arrest the two dead boys,
If you don't believe this story’s true,
Ask the blind man he saw it too!
very peculiar.
thats about it.
yup.
so.....

-♥WM♥-

so i'm watchin south park.
apparently, Al Gore is super cereal about manbearpig.
like super...super cereal.
well i was looking at whatever Kenny really says and its pretty bad.
you know whawt makes me sad?
all the purple has washed out of my hair.
i watched transformers.
it was great!
i also saw previews for the upcoming M. Night Shaymalan movie The Last Airbender.
its flippin awesome!!!!!!
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep!
♥'s
hmm.
i was looking at the cast list for Toph and there isn't one.
=\
well i'm board so whatever

-♥WM♥-

what could possibly go wrong?

the opening line to disaster....awful it is.
so i finally got my hair dyed purple.
its nice
its streaked not full on PURPLE!
and its hard to see with all of this black.
i like nachos.
no no.
i ♥ NACHOS!
AW I HAVE NOTHING TO SAY.
oops caps was still on.
:[
well i'll end this then

~♥WM♥~

thats a nice color...

yes, purple is a nice color.
so i finally saw my sister today.
it was nice.
i feel like i need a shower.
not really.
never mind.
just a thought.
i♥my sister
[i ♥you sister]
i dont really have anything to say....=[
im watching the international....
its kind of scary...../._.\
welll im out of words

-♥WM♥-

haha my tummy says RAWR!

that means im hungry right?
of course it does.
have you ever looked at a word and thought it looked strange, funny even?
i do that all the time.
or just say the word until it losses meaning and it just sounds like and object or phrase rather than a word.
like grass.
grass grass grass grass grass grass grass grass grass grass
^_^
the sunday before last, i did not get a wink of sleep in.
i was too busy watching Repo! the Genetic Opera and Quarantine and i cant remember what else.
well we go to lake jackson the following monday.
we go out to eat and such.
its taking me all I've got not to fall asleep right there.
you know that feeling you get when your tired?
the one where your all like..you turn your head too quickly and the earth around you turns into a sea of colors and its kinda like oil and you have to wait a second for it to catch up with your sight and now im just blabbing.
well anyway i like that feeling.
it makes me feel special.
dont ask how cuz i dont have an answer.
back on subject.
well we finally get home, and we cant go inside cuz we totally bombed the house.
smoke bombs or whatever.
the kind you use to get rid of fleas.
(darn animals)
to i have kitty wrapped around my ankle on a leash, lay my jacket down and fall asleep.
then grandma and raven come back from walmart....you know what i am a terrible story teller
have you ever seen kiss kiss bang bang?
well its like he describes it.
i leave out details and get off subject....like now!
ANYWAYS!
i wake up, go inside to watch Hancock...and fall asleep.
i wake up cuz margie called me and i dont know where the heck i am.
i just woke up from a dream that i had superpowers (Hancock's fault)
and margie had sent me a message that said "hey guh! whats crackin?"
so I'm all like huh?
what did i break?
i still dont know where i am and i end up outside on the phone with margie.
I'm looking for my iron man glasses in the truck (they were inside the house on top of a chair)
and raven is following me around with a snow cone, slurping it noisily, and I'm crying, yelling at him to stop following me.
AND i STILL dont know where i am.
margies like "what?"
later she wrote me a note about it saying she thought i was talking to her to stop following me.
which she wasn't even there.
unless like..idk the phone?
yeah whatever.
well the moral of that eventful day is...SLEEP IS A GOOD THING!

-♥WM♥-

How thing are....

isn't fair.
sometimes.
but whatever.
so i had this really strange dream.
i was i this lake house.
Jess dot and mrs Carrie was there.
some guy was trying to get me some weed and said "i cant right now"
in some low seductive sweet voice.
he wanted to find an empty room to try and sex me.
yeah strange.
so i jumped in the lake, which was more like a freshwater ocean.
but yeah Jess and dot shared a room upstairs and in their room was a door to a dark scary attic.
the kind you walk up some stairs to instead of crawling up a ladder into your ceiling
so you know what im wa-never mind
i don't want to get into that again....
ill just tell you....
Gene Simmons Family Jewels.
there...
leave me alone now!
aww i wasn't serious!
come back!
don't leave me alone!!!

-♥WM♥-

Well wouldya' lookee at that there?!

so i was think- oh wait...no i wasn't.

so i got a new phone...well its not really new...its just that no one was using it at the time...and i don't like it. so i guess il go back to my old one. the back is falling off of it, but i don't mind. it works at least and its easy to navigate. i like old things better. not human-wise. nothing like that. or food. i mean like ...you know how yahoo used to be? i like old yahoo. not beta. and myspace. not myspace 2.0 or whatever it is.
*sigh* i ♥ my boyfriend.
i have a lot on my mind.
you know what I'm watching right now?
of course not!
cuz i haven't told you.
and your not in my house...well at least i hope your not.
well anyway...I'm watching burn notice. its not that bad really.
its kinda like...oh yeah that's on. i guess i could watch it.
i like to watch movies that aren't all that popular.
like..idk
the movies that i watch are all...not a lot of my friends have heard of them anyway.
of course, they have bad taste in movies.
jk =) (love you friends!)
i♥scrubs (the television show)
well I'm almost a little bit tired.
oh wait...no I'm not.
but imma end this before it gets to the two page mark or whatever.
lol bye....?
oh wait.
its not that long.

-♥WM♥-